Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Its funny where life takes you. Who knew a year ago that I would be where I am today. Although I was having problems in my relationship, I never thought it would have ended. My partner and I decided to call it quits not to long ago. I thought that when I went to Canada and exchanged my vows that it would be the last time I would do that. I guess I was wrong. I am not here to place blame on him or me individually. Our messing up the relationship was a joint effort. I guess we lost the ability to reach out and talk to each other. The one thing that we always said we would do is talk to each other. We stopped. I lost myself in the relationship and he lost interest in me..I guess. Anyway, we all make mistakes. I often wonder if we really wanted to try again, would I really be interested. A lot has happened in both of our lives since then. I don't even know what I want to say now about it. Does it still hurt at times when I talk to him or think about him? Yes. Is he good for me? No, I do not think so. Moving on however, is not as easy as people try to make it seem.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Well, this is my last day before I go back to work. Its been a blast being off for all of this time. Today I went to go canoeing with some buddies of mine. I have not done this since I was going to summer camp in the 70's. I was very nervous. Well, when we arrived at our destination, the wind was so strong that they were not renting boats for the day. I was saying Yippee on the inside. LOL. I did make a rain date with my friends. We'll see how that goes. This summer I want to do a lot of things that I would not normally do. What will I do next. I wanna do something new every other week.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
My vacation is halfway over and I have not done anything this week. I was supposed to go to the gym all week, but I haven't gone. My new apartment is coming along just fine. I am starting to like it a little more. Our internet was not working properly for the first week. All of a sudden, I reset it and it was fixed. I am so happy about that. I was able to cancel my service call. Whoopee. Actually, Comcast has been great to me during this move. They were actually early when they did my install and he made sure everything was up and running within an hour. What am I going to do with my day tomorrow?