Its funny where life takes you. Who knew a year ago that I would be where I am today. Although I was having problems in my relationship, I never thought it would have ended. My partner and I decided to call it quits not to long ago. I thought that when I went to Canada and exchanged my vows that it would be the last time I would do that. I guess I was wrong. I am not here to place blame on him or me individually. Our messing up the relationship was a joint effort. I guess we lost the ability to reach out and talk to each other. The one thing that we always said we would do is talk to each other. We stopped. I lost myself in the relationship and he lost interest in me..I guess. Anyway, we all make mistakes. I often wonder if we really wanted to try again, would I really be interested. A lot has happened in both of our lives since then. I don't even know what I want to say now about it. Does it still hurt at times when I talk to him or think about him? Yes. Is he good for me? No, I do not think so. Moving on however, is not as easy as people try to make it seem.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Another day,
Its funny where life takes you. Who knew a year ago that I would be where I am today. Although I was having problems in my relationship, I never thought it would have ended. My partner and I decided to call it quits not to long ago. I thought that when I went to Canada and exchanged my vows that it would be the last time I would do that. I guess I was wrong. I am not here to place blame on him or me individually. Our messing up the relationship was a joint effort. I guess we lost the ability to reach out and talk to each other. The one thing that we always said we would do is talk to each other. We stopped. I lost myself in the relationship and he lost interest in me..I guess. Anyway, we all make mistakes. I often wonder if we really wanted to try again, would I really be interested. A lot has happened in both of our lives since then. I don't even know what I want to say now about it. Does it still hurt at times when I talk to him or think about him? Yes. Is he good for me? No, I do not think so. Moving on however, is not as easy as people try to make it seem.
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It's not easy, trust me I know sir!
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